Post by KRDsonic on Sept 16, 2008 14:25:02 GMT -5
I had nothing to do during/after the hurricane, so I kept a journal and wrote out stuff I was thinking at the time. First off though, some of this stuff I was only thinking because I had nothing to do. There are 2 and a half journal entries that I don't remember writing, and they're... odd... Anyways, here it is.
Saturday
11:00 AM - The worst of the hurricane has passed. Right before the hurricane, my mom and I went to my grandma's house, which is an hour north of Houston. Anyways, quite a few trees have snapped, and one fell on our car. Since the storm is still here, we cant' check to see if the car is alright or not. The power is out, so I'm writting by the light of a flashlight. It's really hot here, and we have no running water. Time is passing slowly, and I'm bored. Last night, when the power was on, I hooked my Wii up to my laptop and played Sonic R. The only problem was the laptop only shows the game in a 1 1/2 inch by 1 1/2 inch square, and there is a 1/4 second button delay. I listened to "Live and Learn" and then "Livin' in the City" reversed, and felt really tired afterwards, not to mention my chest hurting and getting chills. I thought about my Tails Doll fanfic I had been writing and then remembered Ray's true story and noticed that they start out similarly. I didn't even know who Ray Prower was at the time, but both stories start with us doing the curse, Tails Doll appearing, and a flash of light appearing before we were taken by Tails Doll, and then we appeared in Sonic's world (at least I think his story was like that too, I have no way of checking).
12:00 PM - Still bored. I wonder how everyone at TDRL is doing.
12:45 PM - I remembered that I brought my MP3 player with me so I'm listening to it. Unfortunately the battery is almost dead and I have no more batteries. There's pretty much nothing to do here. I guess I could type this journal up if I ever get somewhere with power, hopefully within a week. I wish I were alone right now, so right now I'm in a room with the door shut. All my mom and grandma are talking about is the hurricane, and they're drinking all of the water too quickly. I wish I could go to Ray's world. Wheather or not it's real doesn't matter, I still want to go. I'm going to try to go back to sleep now.
4:30 PM - My mom woke me up to eat. It's still hot here.
4:50 PM - I'm back from eating. I'm so tired for some reason, and I have a headache. I wish I could try to finnish spriting my fan character, Kiro the mouse, so he could appear in Sonic's world.
5:20 PM - We found out that our car is ok. I'm so bored right now. I tried telling my mom about coincidences that I've had Tails Doll related, but she didn't care. The wind outside has stopped, but it's still raining. For some reason I have the song "His World" stuck in my head. I guess I'll use my mind as a semi-MP3 player. I wonder if Chanterla has power on where he is. I feel bad for the captured pure souls, they must be so bored with nothing to do. I'll be glad when my mom and I are able to leave tomorrow. I hate being here, I have a headache, but my grandma never stops talking, so I'm staying in this room with the door shut. I feel so tired and drained of energy. I'll try going back to sleep. Before I go to sleep, I'll write this down: if Ray Prower hates Tails Doll so much, why does he joke about Tails Doll so much? I get the feeling there's something he isn't telling us.
6:40 PM - It's dark inside already, so I'm using a flashlight to write this. Since there's nothing to do, I've been thinking about Tails Doll stuff again. I realised something about Ray: he's either telling the truth and he's just heartless, he's lying and is actually a Tails Doll servant, or he's lying and he's made up everything he's told us about meeting Tails Doll and being in Sonic's world. I'd like to believe what Ray says, but things don't add up. You don't make the name "Tails Doll" on a chat site when Tails Doll killed your friend and brother, so I know something is amiss. I'll find out which of my theories is correct by asking him 1 question. I know it seems rude for me to have suspicion of members at TDRL, but it's my job there. I look at the facts and put together theories and conclusions, and I can't leave anything out. If it comes time to doubt myself too, then I will.
7:10 PM - I'm so bored. Oh yeah, I did cleverly disguise a way to see if Ray was telling the truth before, and from his response, it didn't seem like he was. Me, SF21, and Ray were the only ones on the chat at the time.
8:00 PM - It's so dark right now, with the exception of the flashlight, it's pitch black. It also stinks, because no water means you can't flush the toilets. I wonder if I'll have another dream tonight that will reveal something about Tails Doll like I did last night. I heard the power at home won't come on until 2-3 weeks. I want to go home. I saw a flash of light outside, I wonder what it was. Ow, my chest hurts. "It" is here. My flashlight keeps messing up. I don't know how many times I can fix it. Oh geeze. Now I know why I have Tails Doll dreams when I sleep in this room at my grandma's house, this is the same room from that picture. I thought it was a picture someone made for fun. I was wrong. Unfortunately, I have my backpack next to me, and in it is my Wii and Sonic R. Help. I want to go home. I want to go home. Ow! I want to go home! Ow, my chest hurts so much. Help me someone. I heard a noise outside, what was it? "It" is still here. I want to go home. No more Tails Doll please. Take me back in time to another world.
? - Ok! Ok! I'm sorry! Ow! I'll admit it. I'm the one who said temenos. I'm the one who typed the incoherant message that day that I said was probably nothing to get people to ignore it. I typed out the anonymous messages about Chanterla surviving the hurricane and me sishing him the best of luck. I did it all at school during business class. Before you erase my memory of tonight, could you tell me who impersonated you before? Help. He's mad at me for writing this.
? - It's hot. I feel so cold. This silence is deafening. Something is creaking. Is it him? Did I not get far enough away? The sky is a whitish black, no wait, it's a blackish white. Will he find me. I feel faint and dizzy. There's something moving outside. I don't know if I'll last th Tails Doll Forever
Sunday
2:34 AM - I just woke up and I feel so tired. I keep seeing flashes of light outside the window. I wonder what it is. It seems magical. I just noticed, one of the walls has something sticky on it. Darn, my flashlight is messing up. I wonder why. I wonder why I'm so tired and exhausted. I've pretty much only been sleeping yesterdan and tonight, I can't think of anything I've done to make me physically tired. Oh yeah, I haven't had any dreams tonight for some reason. I'm tired, I'll go back to sleep. Wait, it just started raining out of no where and I hear a noise. Oh well, good night.
7:02 AM - I still feel pretty tired. For some reason I feel sore all over, and I don't know why. I still haven't found out what those flashes of light are. I've still been seeing them, even when my eyes are closed. For some reason I kept having nightmares last night that all ended up having good endings. I wonder if that means anything. The sky is a pretty blue today. I wish it would stop raining, the rain was gone, but came back while I was writing my last journal entry. My stomache hurts. Cool, I juts realised I can redirect the light from my flashlight with my pencil.
7:50 AM - It's so boring. I want to go home and change into a clean change of clothes. I wish there was water so I could take a shower. I wish my headache would go away. THe bathrooms stink so bad. When I get home, I'll be glad to have air freshener. My GBA is at home, and it runs on batteries, so I'll be able to play some Sonic games at home. This is the first time in a while that I haven't had music stuck in my head.
8:08 AM - I just read my previous journal entries out of boredom. I'm confused though, I don't remember writing some of that. I remember writing that I realised that this was the room from that one picture, but I don't remember anything after that, except waking up due to those flashes of light. Did something really happen last night that I don't remember? All I know is that this room is creepy. It's never seemed normal.
8:46 AM - I just went outside and took some pictures of the dammage. It looks like our car is ok. We still can't back our car out though, because it's surrounded by branches, not to mention it's covered in branches. I'm going to play Sonic Advance 2 real quick. I'm almost done with time attack for everyone. All that's left is the last 2 levels with Knuckles 2 times each and the last 4 levels with Amy 3 times each. I just finnihsed with Tails last night.
9:36 AM - According to the radio, all of the roads are flooded, so I won't get to go back home for a few days. This is going to be the worst 2-3 weeks ever for me. I wish I knew what was going on somewhere. I want to go home and put on some clean clothes, but who knows how long that will be. I wish I could be alone. I wish I didn't have to keep sleeping in this cursed room. Not knowing how long I'll be stuck here makes it feel like I'll never get back home. I don't even know if my house is ok. I hope no one will steal anything from it. I wish there was some way for me to let people know I'm ok. I wonder if anyone is worried? I know SF21 worries a lot. I think I said I would probably be ok though. I'm so bored. I miss laying down with my laptop, checking Youtube, Gamefaqs, Smashboards, and TDRL while listening to music. I miss staying up late talking to people at Adria's chat room, talking about how to fight Tails Doll, talking about what we would do if we met people in real life, talking about how it would be cool if we could go to Ray's world, and talking about everything else we talk about.
10:06 AM - My uncle and some people got some chainsaws to get the branches off of our car. Once they're done we'll be able to leave, if it weren't for the fact that the roads in Houston are flooded, and most roads have trees in the way.
10:16 AM - Yay, they got the car out, and with the exception of some dents, the car is ok. Too bad the only shoes I have with me are sandals, because it's hard jumping over debri with sandals on.
10:29 AM - My mom keeps saying she wants me to go out and play a board game with her and my grandma, even though I've already said no because I don't feel good. She said that she likes me being there to talk to, and it would make the time pass quicker, I told her that to me, it makes the time pass slower, and I don't want to hear a bunch of takling because of my headache, so she said "Think of us." That got me mad so I walked out of the room. She already has my grandma to play games with, why put your son on a guilt trip also when he feels bad? With her logic, I might as well say, "I'll give my soul to Tails Doll. It doesn't matter that I'll be in endless torture from it because Tails Doll would be happy to have my soul. I shoudl think of him even though he doesn't care abotu my feelings." I wish there was more water, I'm almost done with my 2nd bottle, and there's only enough water to have 1 more bottle period, so I'm saving my water up. I feel like I'm getting dehydrated though. Drinking only 1 bottle a day isn't enough considering the average person needs 8 glasses of water a day. I hope I don't run out of paper.
11:22 AM - It's still morning? It feels like a whole day has gone by. I'm so hungry. I'll play Sonic Advance 2 for a while. I hope my DS doesn't die soon.
12:12 PM - So bored. There's nothing to do. I wonder if all of the people I know in Houston and Beaumont are ok? I wish I could have some of my memory wiped out again so it would be like I'm going forward in time. I'm looking forward to buying Sonic Chronicals. I'll always have Tails on my team. I forgot Tails' theme song. I know some of the words say, "I want to fly higher" or something. Why did Sega create Tails Doll? I wish Tails was in Brawl. I wonder if Chanterla has gone back to TDRL yet? I wonder when I'll get to go home, and when the power will come back on. Phil is probably worried about me. He's my best online friend. At the time I told him I didn't know if I would be safe or not. I hope Tails Doll doesn't attack me before I can type this journal up. I think the last thing I did at home was the "sing 'Livin in the City' reversed in the bathroom" curse. I was scared when I did it. Luckily nothing happened.
1:11 PM - I just went back and read those odd journal entries that I don't remember writing. I noticed something: the last thing I remember from last night was seeing a flash of light, and the first thing I remember from this morning was waking up around 2:00 from a flash of light. What is that light? I wonder if the picture I wrote about during that time I don't remember is the same one I'm thinking of. This room is the same one I'm thinking of. This room does look like the room in a Tails Doll picture I've seen before, the one of the kid playing a videogame in a dark room and behind him you see the shadow of the Tails Doll and the only light you see is red. That picture is creepy, which makes this room seem creepy because it looks like it. Ray said he slept in a cage before, and that he likes cages. He's strange.
1:52 PM - I should record myself playing through every Sonic game I have as Tails sometime. If Ray is who he says he is, I wonder if he'll ever be in a SOnic game. It's so hot in here.
3:04 PM - My mom called our landlady and we heard that our house is ok. The house next to ours has a gree through the roof though. It's still really hot here. I might get to go home tomorrow. That means I'll have my GBA to play, and batteries for my MP3 player. School is closed until Houston's power is back on. I just noticed a cut on my fact. I wonder where it came from. It was hard to see because it's hard here, I just happened to feel it so I used to flashlight to light up the mirror.
3:21 PM - My mom said that I have symptoms of depression. What would I be depressed about?
4:50 PM - Ice! My mom woke me up and we had hotdogs and ice water for dinner. That ice water tasted so bad but was so refreshing because it's hot here. My grandma keeps complaining because I want to go home. It's easy for her to do since she's already home, but I'm stranded here. I've felt sick lately due to being stranded here. I miss the good times, before the hurricane.
5:11 PM - We've been pooring rain water into the toilets to flush. At least it's better than nothing.
5:30 PM - I just played Sonic Advance 3 out of boredom. It looks like Tails and Amy is still my best team.
6:12 PM - I went and read my other journal entries again. At one point I wrote that I remembered writing that this room looks like the room in that picture, but actually, I don't remember writing it. I remember thinking it though, I guess I didn't write it until after that flash of light. It'll take forever to type all of this up. I can't wait to get online and talk to everyone again. I like my theme song. I wish I had the phone number of someone online. Then again, it doesn't matter, cellphone towers are down. I wonder if Adria has made any more fan characters to fight Tails Doll. I wish I could meet Tails. It's strange knowing I'm only 3 days younger than Sonic. My feet look smooth. I'm getting random because I'm bored. These 3 days have felt like a week. I hope Sonic Chronicles is a long game. It would be cool if it was as long and fun as Final Fantasy 5. I wonder what the gameplay for Sonic and the Black Knight is like? He has a sword so it must be good. I think I'm slowly becomming a Sonic fanboy. Even though I'm miserable now, I'll probably read these journal entries several years later and laugh. I hope TDRL is still around next year. It's strange not knowing what's going on because I normally constantly check TDRL and Adria's chat.
6:51 PM - I wish I knew what happened last night. It's bugging me that I have no memory of it. Did I really meet Tails Doll? If so, why am I alive now? At least I know I'm not a servant or anything, because I don't have "TD" on my hand. I do have a 2nd scar on my stomach now, though, for some reason. Like the 1st one, it's just a red line. I don't know if that means anything. I seem to remember wanting to scream out the lyrics to "Live and Learn", but I don't know many words to it. All I know is, "Live and learn. Hanging on the edge of tomorrow. Live and learn. (Something about yesterday). Live and Learn. (If you band or if you follow, or borror, or something like that). Live and Learn. You may never find your way (or something like that)." I remember hearing about that Sonic Rush game. Some kid showed it to me before. The only characters I saw in the game were Sonic and Blaze. I wonder if Tails is in that game. I would think so. I just noticed a cut on my finger. Where are these cuts from?
8:09 PM - I just played through Sonic Advance 1 with Amy after playing a few levels with Tails. It was fun using Amy, since she's so different in that game. No spin dash or spin jump, but she has her hammer, and can use it to jump higher and go higher on springs. I get to go home tomorrow! Yay! that's good, because this room is creepy. There's a big mirror by the wall, and there's a red light in it. I swear Tails Doll is a stalker... That red light... it scary. Why cant' mirrors just be normal anymore? I guess this is what I get for doing the curse countless times. Actually having stuff happen is scarier than saying I want it to happen. If I ever meet Tails Doll, I don't know that I'd be brave enough to refuse to be his servant. Then again, I've been brave enough to do all of the curses and research I've done so far, so I don't know. I hope I have a normal dream tonight, though I never have here before. When I get back home I'll have my dream catcher at least, that usually prevents nightmares. I've used dream catchers since I was a little kid because they work for me. Good night. Nevermind, my fear got the best of me. Man I'm scared right about now. I hear something in the walls, by the headboard of the bed. I've heard Tails Doll hovers by the foot of your bed. unfortunately, this beed has that section, and by that section is the mirror. My flashlight is about to go out. I wish I was home in the bottom bunk of my bunk bed, where there is no where for Tails Doll to hover by me, except by my head, which he doesn't do. In the bed I'm in now, I feel like Tails Doll could come through the mirror any second, and if what was written in my journal last night was true, thern he actually might. I don't know what happened last night, and it may be a good thing that I don't know. I can't hold my pencil still. I can just picture Ray reading this on his computer and laughing. I say that to make myself try to stop being afraid. Honestly, I don't know what is and isn't real about Ray. I could just be misled into thinking he's a liar. I wouldn't be surprised if Tails Doll tried to turn me against Ray like that. Ok, I just need to tell myself, Kevin, you're overreacting... or underreacting...
Monday
7:10 AM - I'm awake now. Last night ended up being a normal night. I think I get to go home today.
9:33 AM - I'm home and we have water and electricity! Internet is down, but so what? We have water! I'll finally get to change my clothes.
11:51 AM - I hate my ant phobia. We're having to get all of the fallen branches out of our yard, and they're all covered in ants. I cleared out half of the yard before I had to stop, so I came inside and I'm shaking. It's hard to even write this.
Saturday
11:00 AM - The worst of the hurricane has passed. Right before the hurricane, my mom and I went to my grandma's house, which is an hour north of Houston. Anyways, quite a few trees have snapped, and one fell on our car. Since the storm is still here, we cant' check to see if the car is alright or not. The power is out, so I'm writting by the light of a flashlight. It's really hot here, and we have no running water. Time is passing slowly, and I'm bored. Last night, when the power was on, I hooked my Wii up to my laptop and played Sonic R. The only problem was the laptop only shows the game in a 1 1/2 inch by 1 1/2 inch square, and there is a 1/4 second button delay. I listened to "Live and Learn" and then "Livin' in the City" reversed, and felt really tired afterwards, not to mention my chest hurting and getting chills. I thought about my Tails Doll fanfic I had been writing and then remembered Ray's true story and noticed that they start out similarly. I didn't even know who Ray Prower was at the time, but both stories start with us doing the curse, Tails Doll appearing, and a flash of light appearing before we were taken by Tails Doll, and then we appeared in Sonic's world (at least I think his story was like that too, I have no way of checking).
12:00 PM - Still bored. I wonder how everyone at TDRL is doing.
12:45 PM - I remembered that I brought my MP3 player with me so I'm listening to it. Unfortunately the battery is almost dead and I have no more batteries. There's pretty much nothing to do here. I guess I could type this journal up if I ever get somewhere with power, hopefully within a week. I wish I were alone right now, so right now I'm in a room with the door shut. All my mom and grandma are talking about is the hurricane, and they're drinking all of the water too quickly. I wish I could go to Ray's world. Wheather or not it's real doesn't matter, I still want to go. I'm going to try to go back to sleep now.
4:30 PM - My mom woke me up to eat. It's still hot here.
4:50 PM - I'm back from eating. I'm so tired for some reason, and I have a headache. I wish I could try to finnish spriting my fan character, Kiro the mouse, so he could appear in Sonic's world.
5:20 PM - We found out that our car is ok. I'm so bored right now. I tried telling my mom about coincidences that I've had Tails Doll related, but she didn't care. The wind outside has stopped, but it's still raining. For some reason I have the song "His World" stuck in my head. I guess I'll use my mind as a semi-MP3 player. I wonder if Chanterla has power on where he is. I feel bad for the captured pure souls, they must be so bored with nothing to do. I'll be glad when my mom and I are able to leave tomorrow. I hate being here, I have a headache, but my grandma never stops talking, so I'm staying in this room with the door shut. I feel so tired and drained of energy. I'll try going back to sleep. Before I go to sleep, I'll write this down: if Ray Prower hates Tails Doll so much, why does he joke about Tails Doll so much? I get the feeling there's something he isn't telling us.
6:40 PM - It's dark inside already, so I'm using a flashlight to write this. Since there's nothing to do, I've been thinking about Tails Doll stuff again. I realised something about Ray: he's either telling the truth and he's just heartless, he's lying and is actually a Tails Doll servant, or he's lying and he's made up everything he's told us about meeting Tails Doll and being in Sonic's world. I'd like to believe what Ray says, but things don't add up. You don't make the name "Tails Doll" on a chat site when Tails Doll killed your friend and brother, so I know something is amiss. I'll find out which of my theories is correct by asking him 1 question. I know it seems rude for me to have suspicion of members at TDRL, but it's my job there. I look at the facts and put together theories and conclusions, and I can't leave anything out. If it comes time to doubt myself too, then I will.
7:10 PM - I'm so bored. Oh yeah, I did cleverly disguise a way to see if Ray was telling the truth before, and from his response, it didn't seem like he was. Me, SF21, and Ray were the only ones on the chat at the time.
8:00 PM - It's so dark right now, with the exception of the flashlight, it's pitch black. It also stinks, because no water means you can't flush the toilets. I wonder if I'll have another dream tonight that will reveal something about Tails Doll like I did last night. I heard the power at home won't come on until 2-3 weeks. I want to go home. I saw a flash of light outside, I wonder what it was. Ow, my chest hurts. "It" is here. My flashlight keeps messing up. I don't know how many times I can fix it. Oh geeze. Now I know why I have Tails Doll dreams when I sleep in this room at my grandma's house, this is the same room from that picture. I thought it was a picture someone made for fun. I was wrong. Unfortunately, I have my backpack next to me, and in it is my Wii and Sonic R. Help. I want to go home. I want to go home. Ow! I want to go home! Ow, my chest hurts so much. Help me someone. I heard a noise outside, what was it? "It" is still here. I want to go home. No more Tails Doll please. Take me back in time to another world.
? - Ok! Ok! I'm sorry! Ow! I'll admit it. I'm the one who said temenos. I'm the one who typed the incoherant message that day that I said was probably nothing to get people to ignore it. I typed out the anonymous messages about Chanterla surviving the hurricane and me sishing him the best of luck. I did it all at school during business class. Before you erase my memory of tonight, could you tell me who impersonated you before? Help. He's mad at me for writing this.
? - It's hot. I feel so cold. This silence is deafening. Something is creaking. Is it him? Did I not get far enough away? The sky is a whitish black, no wait, it's a blackish white. Will he find me. I feel faint and dizzy. There's something moving outside. I don't know if I'll last th Tails Doll Forever
Sunday
2:34 AM - I just woke up and I feel so tired. I keep seeing flashes of light outside the window. I wonder what it is. It seems magical. I just noticed, one of the walls has something sticky on it. Darn, my flashlight is messing up. I wonder why. I wonder why I'm so tired and exhausted. I've pretty much only been sleeping yesterdan and tonight, I can't think of anything I've done to make me physically tired. Oh yeah, I haven't had any dreams tonight for some reason. I'm tired, I'll go back to sleep. Wait, it just started raining out of no where and I hear a noise. Oh well, good night.
7:02 AM - I still feel pretty tired. For some reason I feel sore all over, and I don't know why. I still haven't found out what those flashes of light are. I've still been seeing them, even when my eyes are closed. For some reason I kept having nightmares last night that all ended up having good endings. I wonder if that means anything. The sky is a pretty blue today. I wish it would stop raining, the rain was gone, but came back while I was writing my last journal entry. My stomache hurts. Cool, I juts realised I can redirect the light from my flashlight with my pencil.
7:50 AM - It's so boring. I want to go home and change into a clean change of clothes. I wish there was water so I could take a shower. I wish my headache would go away. THe bathrooms stink so bad. When I get home, I'll be glad to have air freshener. My GBA is at home, and it runs on batteries, so I'll be able to play some Sonic games at home. This is the first time in a while that I haven't had music stuck in my head.
8:08 AM - I just read my previous journal entries out of boredom. I'm confused though, I don't remember writing some of that. I remember writing that I realised that this was the room from that one picture, but I don't remember anything after that, except waking up due to those flashes of light. Did something really happen last night that I don't remember? All I know is that this room is creepy. It's never seemed normal.
8:46 AM - I just went outside and took some pictures of the dammage. It looks like our car is ok. We still can't back our car out though, because it's surrounded by branches, not to mention it's covered in branches. I'm going to play Sonic Advance 2 real quick. I'm almost done with time attack for everyone. All that's left is the last 2 levels with Knuckles 2 times each and the last 4 levels with Amy 3 times each. I just finnihsed with Tails last night.
9:36 AM - According to the radio, all of the roads are flooded, so I won't get to go back home for a few days. This is going to be the worst 2-3 weeks ever for me. I wish I knew what was going on somewhere. I want to go home and put on some clean clothes, but who knows how long that will be. I wish I could be alone. I wish I didn't have to keep sleeping in this cursed room. Not knowing how long I'll be stuck here makes it feel like I'll never get back home. I don't even know if my house is ok. I hope no one will steal anything from it. I wish there was some way for me to let people know I'm ok. I wonder if anyone is worried? I know SF21 worries a lot. I think I said I would probably be ok though. I'm so bored. I miss laying down with my laptop, checking Youtube, Gamefaqs, Smashboards, and TDRL while listening to music. I miss staying up late talking to people at Adria's chat room, talking about how to fight Tails Doll, talking about what we would do if we met people in real life, talking about how it would be cool if we could go to Ray's world, and talking about everything else we talk about.
10:06 AM - My uncle and some people got some chainsaws to get the branches off of our car. Once they're done we'll be able to leave, if it weren't for the fact that the roads in Houston are flooded, and most roads have trees in the way.
10:16 AM - Yay, they got the car out, and with the exception of some dents, the car is ok. Too bad the only shoes I have with me are sandals, because it's hard jumping over debri with sandals on.
10:29 AM - My mom keeps saying she wants me to go out and play a board game with her and my grandma, even though I've already said no because I don't feel good. She said that she likes me being there to talk to, and it would make the time pass quicker, I told her that to me, it makes the time pass slower, and I don't want to hear a bunch of takling because of my headache, so she said "Think of us." That got me mad so I walked out of the room. She already has my grandma to play games with, why put your son on a guilt trip also when he feels bad? With her logic, I might as well say, "I'll give my soul to Tails Doll. It doesn't matter that I'll be in endless torture from it because Tails Doll would be happy to have my soul. I shoudl think of him even though he doesn't care abotu my feelings." I wish there was more water, I'm almost done with my 2nd bottle, and there's only enough water to have 1 more bottle period, so I'm saving my water up. I feel like I'm getting dehydrated though. Drinking only 1 bottle a day isn't enough considering the average person needs 8 glasses of water a day. I hope I don't run out of paper.
11:22 AM - It's still morning? It feels like a whole day has gone by. I'm so hungry. I'll play Sonic Advance 2 for a while. I hope my DS doesn't die soon.
12:12 PM - So bored. There's nothing to do. I wonder if all of the people I know in Houston and Beaumont are ok? I wish I could have some of my memory wiped out again so it would be like I'm going forward in time. I'm looking forward to buying Sonic Chronicals. I'll always have Tails on my team. I forgot Tails' theme song. I know some of the words say, "I want to fly higher" or something. Why did Sega create Tails Doll? I wish Tails was in Brawl. I wonder if Chanterla has gone back to TDRL yet? I wonder when I'll get to go home, and when the power will come back on. Phil is probably worried about me. He's my best online friend. At the time I told him I didn't know if I would be safe or not. I hope Tails Doll doesn't attack me before I can type this journal up. I think the last thing I did at home was the "sing 'Livin in the City' reversed in the bathroom" curse. I was scared when I did it. Luckily nothing happened.
1:11 PM - I just went back and read those odd journal entries that I don't remember writing. I noticed something: the last thing I remember from last night was seeing a flash of light, and the first thing I remember from this morning was waking up around 2:00 from a flash of light. What is that light? I wonder if the picture I wrote about during that time I don't remember is the same one I'm thinking of. This room is the same one I'm thinking of. This room does look like the room in a Tails Doll picture I've seen before, the one of the kid playing a videogame in a dark room and behind him you see the shadow of the Tails Doll and the only light you see is red. That picture is creepy, which makes this room seem creepy because it looks like it. Ray said he slept in a cage before, and that he likes cages. He's strange.
1:52 PM - I should record myself playing through every Sonic game I have as Tails sometime. If Ray is who he says he is, I wonder if he'll ever be in a SOnic game. It's so hot in here.
3:04 PM - My mom called our landlady and we heard that our house is ok. The house next to ours has a gree through the roof though. It's still really hot here. I might get to go home tomorrow. That means I'll have my GBA to play, and batteries for my MP3 player. School is closed until Houston's power is back on. I just noticed a cut on my fact. I wonder where it came from. It was hard to see because it's hard here, I just happened to feel it so I used to flashlight to light up the mirror.
3:21 PM - My mom said that I have symptoms of depression. What would I be depressed about?
4:50 PM - Ice! My mom woke me up and we had hotdogs and ice water for dinner. That ice water tasted so bad but was so refreshing because it's hot here. My grandma keeps complaining because I want to go home. It's easy for her to do since she's already home, but I'm stranded here. I've felt sick lately due to being stranded here. I miss the good times, before the hurricane.
5:11 PM - We've been pooring rain water into the toilets to flush. At least it's better than nothing.
5:30 PM - I just played Sonic Advance 3 out of boredom. It looks like Tails and Amy is still my best team.
6:12 PM - I went and read my other journal entries again. At one point I wrote that I remembered writing that this room looks like the room in that picture, but actually, I don't remember writing it. I remember thinking it though, I guess I didn't write it until after that flash of light. It'll take forever to type all of this up. I can't wait to get online and talk to everyone again. I like my theme song. I wish I had the phone number of someone online. Then again, it doesn't matter, cellphone towers are down. I wonder if Adria has made any more fan characters to fight Tails Doll. I wish I could meet Tails. It's strange knowing I'm only 3 days younger than Sonic. My feet look smooth. I'm getting random because I'm bored. These 3 days have felt like a week. I hope Sonic Chronicles is a long game. It would be cool if it was as long and fun as Final Fantasy 5. I wonder what the gameplay for Sonic and the Black Knight is like? He has a sword so it must be good. I think I'm slowly becomming a Sonic fanboy. Even though I'm miserable now, I'll probably read these journal entries several years later and laugh. I hope TDRL is still around next year. It's strange not knowing what's going on because I normally constantly check TDRL and Adria's chat.
6:51 PM - I wish I knew what happened last night. It's bugging me that I have no memory of it. Did I really meet Tails Doll? If so, why am I alive now? At least I know I'm not a servant or anything, because I don't have "TD" on my hand. I do have a 2nd scar on my stomach now, though, for some reason. Like the 1st one, it's just a red line. I don't know if that means anything. I seem to remember wanting to scream out the lyrics to "Live and Learn", but I don't know many words to it. All I know is, "Live and learn. Hanging on the edge of tomorrow. Live and learn. (Something about yesterday). Live and Learn. (If you band or if you follow, or borror, or something like that). Live and Learn. You may never find your way (or something like that)." I remember hearing about that Sonic Rush game. Some kid showed it to me before. The only characters I saw in the game were Sonic and Blaze. I wonder if Tails is in that game. I would think so. I just noticed a cut on my finger. Where are these cuts from?
8:09 PM - I just played through Sonic Advance 1 with Amy after playing a few levels with Tails. It was fun using Amy, since she's so different in that game. No spin dash or spin jump, but she has her hammer, and can use it to jump higher and go higher on springs. I get to go home tomorrow! Yay! that's good, because this room is creepy. There's a big mirror by the wall, and there's a red light in it. I swear Tails Doll is a stalker... That red light... it scary. Why cant' mirrors just be normal anymore? I guess this is what I get for doing the curse countless times. Actually having stuff happen is scarier than saying I want it to happen. If I ever meet Tails Doll, I don't know that I'd be brave enough to refuse to be his servant. Then again, I've been brave enough to do all of the curses and research I've done so far, so I don't know. I hope I have a normal dream tonight, though I never have here before. When I get back home I'll have my dream catcher at least, that usually prevents nightmares. I've used dream catchers since I was a little kid because they work for me. Good night. Nevermind, my fear got the best of me. Man I'm scared right about now. I hear something in the walls, by the headboard of the bed. I've heard Tails Doll hovers by the foot of your bed. unfortunately, this beed has that section, and by that section is the mirror. My flashlight is about to go out. I wish I was home in the bottom bunk of my bunk bed, where there is no where for Tails Doll to hover by me, except by my head, which he doesn't do. In the bed I'm in now, I feel like Tails Doll could come through the mirror any second, and if what was written in my journal last night was true, thern he actually might. I don't know what happened last night, and it may be a good thing that I don't know. I can't hold my pencil still. I can just picture Ray reading this on his computer and laughing. I say that to make myself try to stop being afraid. Honestly, I don't know what is and isn't real about Ray. I could just be misled into thinking he's a liar. I wouldn't be surprised if Tails Doll tried to turn me against Ray like that. Ok, I just need to tell myself, Kevin, you're overreacting... or underreacting...
Monday
7:10 AM - I'm awake now. Last night ended up being a normal night. I think I get to go home today.
9:33 AM - I'm home and we have water and electricity! Internet is down, but so what? We have water! I'll finally get to change my clothes.
11:51 AM - I hate my ant phobia. We're having to get all of the fallen branches out of our yard, and they're all covered in ants. I cleared out half of the yard before I had to stop, so I came inside and I'm shaking. It's hard to even write this.